I have liked this guy for over a three year now .I think this is pretty clear I was in love with him

Let's call him josh ,josh and I never was friends it all Started when he joined my bus ,when he join all my friends and me included and never like him and his friends . We were mean to them , really mean

Ok I forgot to tell you we were kids and I learnt my past mistakes I made as a kids ,back to the story we were mean to them and talk bad about them ,but they were good guys that they didn't do anything about that

Ok let's skip it I was a slut when I was young ,but this thing happened when I changed and asked forgiveness we become friends and the week before finals I started growing feeling for him and I think he did too ,I think

In the middle of finals covid started and lockdown etc that is when I deeply started liking him thinking about him and we came back and we started talking

But the thing is when I started liking him badly I felt a connection with him like really I knew if something bad happened to him or he had bad day I knew when he was absent or not , seeing what he is doing like really, feeling what he is feeling sad or happy and I can tell he feels the same I don't what this this is , when he came in my life he corrected me and now I have this Deep connection with him like I can just know what he want to tell etc

I don't what this is but I know that if we are together or not I just want him to happy and successful

I don't know what this is, but I do like it.❤️