New year, when your young a child new year was a exciting day it felt 2 january was so different from last year

But now it feels the same the day of frist jan it is a normal go to classes come back and study etc etc nothing feels I don't feel the new feels like 2022 still and studying ruins it all the thought of after eight weeks you have finals and your future is decided on this is scary and the way teachers tell especially you are standing in assembly and felling happy and they tell you about exams and get you back to reality it hits different that's for sure and your day is ruined and don't even get me started on projects assignment during holidays it ruins everything like everything the fact schools give holidays for our mind to relax and give projects with it the only people even do it is internal marks and and the toxicity of today's world ruins it wars, etc and you piece of mind is ruined by one negative comment from your family members parents friend etc